So I’ve sent off the forms! Begone thou foul demons! Just kidding. I’ve completed the health check, handed in my funds request, finalized my internship proposal, and sent some supporting documents to Panrimo. I would like to think that the most stressful part of this process is over. Side note: While consulting with the school physician she informed me that Englands not well known for their cuisine. That kind of makes me laugh. Imagine hearing “Oh England? It’s such a beautiful and interesting city you’ll love it! Too bad about the food.” Oh jeez. I guess I’ll be losing weight on this adventure.
As we head into finals week, we are rushing, stressing, and killing ourselves trying to meet deadlines. I’ve pulled about 3 all nighters thus far, working off of❤ hours of sleep a day. I really can’t wait until it is over. I just need a week of just doing what I would like to do and avoid or willingly participate in the world. Yes, I am an introvert.
BUNAC! Why u no work? I have yet to receive my certificate of sponsorship which is really important if I want to start my internship on time. Why is it that the simplest tasks seem to have the greatest difficulty when trying to complete them?BLajldnsodnsadsadnaskjasdna
To top it off, because of stress and bad sleeping schedule, i’m sick.
Good things and blessings: It’s almost over!!! It hasn’t snowed in a while. The sun gets up when I do. I have a care package waiting for me. All of my major assignments have been turned in. My mom’s driving up to pick me up so I don’t have to worry about luggage. My roommate’s friends have a storage unit that they are letting us put are stuff in for FREE! I have 1 more year left ( let’s make it count!) My job contract is almost over. I begin a new job next year. The flowers are blooming so beautifully. I still have $9.00 in cafe bucks. I get to henna my hair in a few days!
My feelings of imminent cataclysm is growing. Everyday good or bad feels important and filled with opportunities. These opportunities span the wavelength of deepening friendships or building new ones, finding out an interest I never knew I had, and truly analyzing what I am supposed to do in this world. Being on the precipice of a great change I sense meaning in all interactions. I am hyper aware and unfocused. Someday I want to know what it all means but right now I just want to bask in the process of finding out.
Quote of the day: “On a scale of 1-10 im an 11” “Yeah, on a pH scale! You basic.”- Joe Saleem II
Song I’m stuck on: West coast by Lana Del Rey